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The
Invisible Light Dark days, long and cold nights, trees shedding leaves, lead the way to hibernation: stillness. Nature is in a state of reflection and repose. The dark and cold winter season is punctuated by shimmering lights, warmth of family and friends gatherings during winter holidays. Is it a coincidence that most religions celebrate some of their most important holidays in the winter season? They are in synchronicity in bringing light, which represents life, inner strength and hope in dark times.
In nature, hibernation in the womb of darkness is not barren, but is pregnant with the birth of the sprouting of golden daffodils and multi-colored tulips in the early spring. Maybe in this winter season we should sow seeds for the flowers of trust, love and hope. As Gandhi said, "In the attitude of silence, the soul finds the path in a clearer light, and what is elusive and deceptive resolves itself into crystal clearness." It is a time for repose and reflection: learning from Mother Nature, who renounces her golden leaves to give birth to new leaves and rests in the bitter cold, waiting for rejuvenation. In the outer and inner stillness I contemplate renunciation, reconciliation and rejuvenation: Renunciation: Gandhi, the peace protagonist, called for renunciation by saying, "There is no limit to renunciation." He was referring to renunciation of selfish desires, unnecessary wants, harmful habits and unhealthy emotions. As human beings, we are the only creatures who can gain control of our desires, feelings and actions. We need strength and skill to acquire possessions and accomplish goals, but it takes even greater inner power to renounce — to give up something, to let go of attachment to what is unwholesome and superfluous. If we put our mind to it, we could choose to renounce an unhealthy habit, give up excess possessions, or even kick out an addiction. Gandhi's renunciation is the symbol of inner strength for me. Ironically, I never realized the depth and breadth of Gandhi's soul power and his renunciate lifestyle for the service to humanity until I moved to the wealthiest country on earth. Gandhi found his inner strength by testing himself on the touchstone of renunciation. Reconciliation: What I love about winter holidays is the family time — giving and sharing. It is also a time to mend old forgotten relations and heal broken hearts. During the holidays, I miss my mother who lives 12,000 miles away. But I always remember her wise advice: "Forgiving, at times, is difficult, but when practiced it showers with blessings. God loves those who forgive." In today's climate, I find it is important to come together in peace and harmony with forgiveness in our hearts. Rejuvenation: The light of the New Year arises from the womb of dark winter and marks a rejuvenation. It is just another day, but it symbolizes a new beginning. Therefore, people make vows, renew old vows, make new resolutions, and reconsider old resolutions. Vows can be seen as binding, but I find them liberating. I had taken a vow as a young girl never to try a drink of alcohol, not knowing that my destiny would take me to a far away Western world where social drinking is a norm. I experience freedom and strength in saying no when offered wine in an enticing crystal, slim-waisted glass. In my simple no, I experience willpower and grace. This holiday season I offer my deepest gratitude to my great teacher in India, whose wisdom always guides me. He emphasizes that inner strength and power is far greater than material strength: Let not the visible darkness and despair discourage you. The veil of darkness is just a momentary illusion. Search for invisible light and keep alive the flame of hope with trust in new beginnings. Veena Howard Rani teaches Religions of India at the UO and LCC. She practices "The Way of Sages" (Santmat). This column is coordinated by Two Rivers Interfaith Ministries (TRIM). see www.interfaitheugene.org
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